kai kidd was born in ninewells dundee on 14/07/11. he was 3 weeks early.he was my little miricle as i thought i couldn't have children due to a tilted womb.so when i found out i was pregnant i could not believe it i thought at my first scan i was going to go and there would be nothing there i remeber being so nervous.i couldn't believe my eye's when i seen this little babay on screen jumping around. i was over the moon.when i found out it was a boy i was even more excited.then when i had him i couldn't have asked for a more beautiful baby he had dark hair blue eyes and long eye lashes and olive skin he was so perfect. i ve never felt so much love in my entire life as i did for my precious kai. i didn't think a love like that could be possiable.he was my whole world my life.i loved being a mummy.little things he would do would melt my heart,like when he was sleeping he would just keep smiling i would just sit and watch.when i gave him a bath he would have his head to the side trying to drink the water.when i would talk to him he would just look at me i called him mummy's little soldier.then sadly on the 11/09/11 i woke up and he was white and half his face was red and he was so cold i knew right there that my son was gone.my world fell apart i just wanted to die to be with him. i miss him so much and there is not a day that goes by where i dont think of him.but in my heart he will alway's live on my little angel kai xx